To the FUTURE

2pm will be the 1st paper...

The time has come after such long time...

Let's do this!

All the best STPM & SPM (although it's 1 day late) candidates!!!

Black is Back

I'm back.
ただいま

Anyway, it doesn't matter if I'm blogging or not because my life ain't interesting at the moment. Trials are over but then the long awaiting STPM is causing too much pain and anxiety. Still got 2 more months and I'll be free. Free from all the monthly, mid-year and year end exams and most important SCHOOL! It's just time to move into a new enviroment. Bring on the challengez!

What else happened the last month?

The SDHDFA is out on the loose with my comfy jacket. My Jacket Model. Albeit I must say, it looks a bit weird in her. A bit like fugitive, some lunatic, some homeless person. I know she won't be that mad at me after reading that sentence. We are 1 big family after all. right?! The jacket was on sale and currently is the only one that is long enough to cover up to my fingers. It's a guy jacket after all. Until I can find a decent and up to my standard girl's jacket, I'll be scouting for guys jacket for the mean time.

Oh ya! How could I forget the most happening event - VBS 2009

This time we had more people in the crew leader's lounge. 3 days of draining all our energy and yet still can play basketball the next day. Cute lil' kids, cheeky lil' kids, energetic lil' kids and ever sticking lil' kids. All these for 3 days can really either make you happy or make you cry.

In 1 month, yamcha session and pasar malam dinner/walks are now a norm with our lil' gang of MYF-ers. Imagine the sims where you have this realtionship bar and the plus signs while you're interacting, I would think that now is somewhere 90+++. More yamcha session after STPM. Yea!

Back to Black being back.


This is the picture that I took using my brother's DSLR. Out of all the shots that I've took, I like this personally. Others are either blur or the focus had run. Should I get a normal SLR or a DSLR?


This is my best shot. I like this the best. Black is definitely back!

Till

Next Week!

I’ll be back by then

Crossroads

Having crossroads in my life now. I hate them 'cause I'll regret for a while the choices that I've made. How am I suppose to choose. 1 way is the path I gotta walk no matter what, the other is the path that I want to walk but there are many obstacles. Both the paths always meet at the junction. And each time the stakes just get higher. I can't take it much longer. Opportunity comes and I can't grab hold of it, I gotta let it go with a heavy heart. Always looking back the the road not taken.

Why don't I take the road not taken?

It is because I can't! If I do take it, it might jeopardize my future (so-called). Argh......

Love this

Love the combination of the white and dark clouds. Too bad my phone camera can't get this kind of photos.

This is part of the life-time promotion I'm doing for free!..... visit here for more photos...

Sharing nice pictures is what I like to do since now my blog is kinda like picture-less

A week passed

So it's been another week just passed. It's like time is passing very fast when it's over but kinda slow when you're in it. What is wrong with me...

1 weeks passed with 4 papers, 2 more weeks with 4 more papers to go.... now I start to feel the exam stress and it's not the good kind. Worrying not being able to finish reading and understanding all the subject and all the chapters, worrying how am I able to do that, worrying how to memorize them. Too much worry? Thanks to trials for that!

For the past few weeks, I'm having insomnia and slight depression (I think). Don't think the insomnia has anything to do with trials. Not having my 8 hours of beauty sleep. Not even sleeping for 6 hours (minimum that I need) straight. Panda eyes getting darker, eyes getting smaller, pimples are bursting out. Tragedy! Sleep for a few hours then will wake up in the middle of the night or in the wee hour in the morning. Sometimes I'm awake a few hours from my actual waking time.

I shall make this blog temporary a place to rant whatever and for bursting any anger at all. So don't be surprised and think that is there anything wrong with me.

It's Saturday

My day just started out bad. First, I couldn't sleep properly these few days. Waking up in the wee hours like 3-4am and for today, woke up at 5.05am.... Alarm went off and 8.45am. So much for wanting to wake up early.... I'm turning into you uLy..... In the end woke up around 10.15am. This is bad..... I need to go back to school. Laziness is creeping inside of me... Staying at home = bad.

Whole day in the house. What life is this?!

Let's what have I accomplished this week:
1- K-drama Goong
2- A whole bunch of super junior and dbsk mv
3- Super Junior's 1st Aisa Tour concert
4- 2 variety shows and many other clips on both Suju and DBSK
5- Sleeping pass 12am for i've-lost-count days
6- Eating 2 meals a day... still the same as usual
7- Saved money though I'm almost totally broke.

Well, at least I have dinner tonight, means a momentt to get out from the house.

1 week has passed so quickly. What to do... Day dreaming for the pass week and starting from next week is mini judgement day. But I still have so many things and places that I want to do and go... Do I have to wait for so long?

I'm starting/half-way rotting.....